Thursday, April 4, 2013

Free My Mind

Just some thoughts of my own .... "something on ya mind - let it off"

Maybe a nuclear attack would "wake up" our America and entire world.  The human race has been robbed and programmed to believe anything we are given. The value of life and love are diminished by the images that media allows the public to indulge itself in.  Parents do not raise their children anymore or they have no interest in making a brighter future.  We Are Lost & UnFound... #pulltheplug #reprogram

I don't like going to the club much, I'd rather party and parlay with those close to me that I know or have some sort of relationship with.  Now when I begin traveling the world I will make an exception..

This Shit Ain't Easy... I just make it look that way.  I wish you had an idea of the emotional, mental, and physical strain I deal with on a daily basis.  I wish you knew what it was like to grind the soles of your shoes off, seriously,  I wish you knew what it was to heal your own broken heart.  Do you know what it's like to pick yourself up from the ground, hug yourself, wipe your own tears away, then go to the mirror to encourage yourself that you're going to be okay?  ...pat yourself on the back, massage yourself (no, not the genitalia, but if that does if for ya..) back into a normal state? I clean my eyes and wipe my own hands clean.  It'd be such a great pleasure and blessing to be able to just let go for once  ....................

I guess I'll just stop and sit my ass down somewhere at 36 and focus on a family...  I love life and I am grateful for what is has offered me.  I may not have everything I want right now, but it is sufficient for me and I am happy with that.  It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks.  Judge me if you will.  I am Blessed with just Being - Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.

There is so much more bouncing around inside of this little head, but I can't pull it out right now, and it may not even be for you to know.. :)







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